Death

No one can confidently say that he will still be living tomorrow. ~Euripides

You don't know when you're going to die. It may be tomorrow, or in 53 years 9 months and 5 seconds; the point is that you are never going to know. My grandmother just passed away, and even though I didn't ever really get to know her very well because of horrible reasons, I still loved her no matter what. I really wish I could've known her a lot better, but like I said before, you never know what is going to happen with your life. I'm not upset because she died, I'm upset because she missed out on her children's lives, and her grandchildren's lives also. Sure she did some bad things, but I absolutely have no question about it that my dad really really loved her deep down in his heart. I want to comfort my father in the best way possible, they were never close, but still, it was his mother, and you can never take back what happens in life.

---♥♥-♥♥-----In loving
--♥♥----♥♥---memory
--♥♥----♥♥---of those
--♥♥----♥♥---who have
---♥♥--♥♥----suffered
-----♥♥♥-----from
---♥♥-♥♥-----cancer
--♥♥---♥♥----or died.

Goodbye 8th Grade

Dear 8th grade,

You have brought me an amazing year, but sorry to say that 7th grade was 2104852345606% better. 8th grade came, and is going away, and when it goes away, it will take lots of my friends with it. I've had an amazing time with all of these people that I've grown up with since first grade, and thanks for that. Sure I've done some pretty bad stuff, but I don't regret one bad thing that I've done. When 9th grade comes, please tell it to make me good at math...please? I need to pass algebra this year, because if I don't, I'll kill myself (not really)! But pre-algebra really stinks and I don't want to be a fail next year, because this is when grades count. I love how Purple is the only one allowed to read this, because I LOVE HER THE MOST. So there.

XoXo,
Me:)

Request from Purple

Purple asked me what my interests are. Wellll I like going to the beach a lot, but not swimming because I hate the burning sensation in your eyeballs when you get water in them. It's pretty impossible not to get water in them either unless you wear goggles (which makes you look like a fool). But when I go in, I usually jump off the pier into the water, it makes the whole water in your eyes experience quick and easy. Also, I enjoy doing stupid stuff like going to Target and bouncing bouncy balls down down an aisle, which is always fun. Or trying on all of the shoes. Or when you go to SuperTarget and there's the jellybean aisle, and you eat a ton of jellybeans without them knowing...heehee:)I love hanging out with my friends, and I secretly go somewhere that I love on Saturday and Sunday mornings...Sometimes we go to Cest La Vie too. That place is delicious! I recommend you try the fruit croissant, it's not too sweet or anything, it's perfect. I love listening to music obviously, because my head is 99.9% lyrics. Btw Purple, I'll bring nerd glasses Tuesday...last 4 days of school!!!:) oh and I'm gonna post another soon, you should read.

MuSiC:)

Rap: Lil' Wayne, Kanye West (he's considered rap or R&B), young money, Ludacris, Sir-Mix-a-Lot, Nikki Minaj, there are too many. Rap is awesome. I don't understand why so many people dislike it, it might be stupid and have a lot of bad words, but behind every song there's a story, and there are different stories for each genre obviously. So if you don't know if you like rap, or have never heard it, you should at least try it.

Rock: Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay too many to even name one. In September I went to a U2 concert with Yellow, it was awesome! Also I went to a Switchfoot concert, but I was eight years old, so it doesn't really count very much...and everyone has heard a good rock song, so no need for explanations.

Alternative: Cartel, Neon Trees, some 3OH!3, some All Time Low, etc., etc. alternative is awesome when you want slowish songs, but I actually think 3OH!3 and ATL are more of pop-ish rock songs, but whatever, not according to iTunes.

If you guys have any suggestions, please comment, okay?

LEAVE CROCS ALONE!

CROCS...

Crocs are the worst shoes on the planet!!! They look so ugly and everything...now they come in mary janes and dressy shoes. EWWWWWW..............I pretty much just posted this so people would not wear crocs and look at this williamsledd video I just posted, he's the coolest gay man on earth..........................................;)i should visit him in his W room:) That would be awesomeeee. That picture up there makes me wanna kick a chihuahua to Mexico.

Popular People

"Like, like, like, OMG? Like for real? What the *bad word* is her problem??? She tries to like, steal MY boyfriend? OMGOMGOMGOMG look at my new Pradas! They were like...ten thousand dollars on sale!!! And wow! I just like, got these shorts from abercrombie that go up my butt, aren't they perffffff?"

THey are so annoying. They always get all of the guys just because they're rich and most of them really aren't even pretty. I definitely never wanna be one of them, ever. It's disgusting. Legitimately disgusting. I cannot believe that their parents let them walk out of their mansions on the beachside looking like they do. Agreed? I mean honestly, they always make fun of everyone too! I live a block from the beach, and they always come to the spot that my uncle's family owns, it is so annoying. And sometimes I take my seven year old sister for bike rides and stuff, and they'll point and stare and laugh...not that I really care, because I have friends and parents that actually care about me, and pay attention to what I walk out of the house in, and spend time with me. Sure they have lots of money and we aren't necessarily the richest people on the planet, but my family actually spends lots of time with me and we have lots of fun together, especially because my mom just finished getting her MBA and is a teacher so she can stay home when we're home and stuff. My dad is pretty much always with us aside from when he fixes people's cars and stuff of that sort. So I'd pick my life over theirs any day. :)

Facebook

I gotta give it to the guy that created facebook, you are baller! However, the people of facebook really have to stop being retarded sluts who post pictures of themselves doing despicable stuff...just stop. Now. Please. I think everyone who tries to score on the internet should be permanently kicked off forever. And I mean that. The POKING has GOT to STOP. Is it really fun to tick me off while I'm checking my facebook page by virtually poking me? Retards. Facebook Chat. Go die in a hole, and never come back. Half the time facebook eats your words, and or logs you off. I will post the beasliest true video ever later. Actually, scratch that. Here's the link.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PVA047JAQsk

My Quard Life? Please read and comment if you wanna.

So let's get it straight, friends are reaaaaally crazy. I'm not gonna say names online, or anything because it would most likely be offensive and crap, but I have this one friend named...let's say Black. She's amazing, right? All over just amazing down to the vocabulary. She's probably the best friend I've ever had, she's stuck on me since 1st grade probably. And then every three years I make this friend who eventually becomes my best friend, after the three years they go completely ape on me and either find a new friend, or try to trash me to the max so I trash them back and then they have a reason to not be friends with me anymore. And then there's this guy named Pink (obv not really), and he has literally LOVED me since winter break '09 and I feel really bad, but he's practically gay. He dresses metro and everything! So I've been talking to him for awhile because he has zero friends and goes to a different school than me and just whatever. But today I finally got him to get the heck away from me and stop messaging my actual MOTHER on facebook to go on dates, etc. with me. It's annoying as heckkkkk and he never got the fact that I. Do. Not. Like. Him. And. Never. Have. Soooo annoying. Also I went to his lame-o birthday party and there were...about 8 people there including his family of four. I have to admit that the cake WAS good though...it was like Publix ice cream cake with sugar cookies and strawberry ice cream in it. Off topic, but anyway, so of course he asks me to come early and everything, so I do, just trying to be nice. My parents drop me off, and we sit on his couch killing 30 minutes before the actual guests get there, one being my best friend who's been my best friend for 3 years...(yeaaahh...3 years, my expiration date.)who's now going to be called Yellow. So before Yellow comes, we're sitting in the living room on the couch and he grabs my hand and holds it while we're watching Phineas and Ferb(my favorite show!!!). You cannot imagine how insanely awkward it is to actually hold a guy's hand in front of his parents and stuff...just take my word for it, it's superly awkward. I say to him, "this is awkward", and he says "if you say awkward one more time, I will kiss you." Oh believe me, I shut up after that. So I'm kind of really hoping Pink, Yellow, and Black don't see this or else I'll be teased for life. But hey, I need someone to tell all of my crap to, and what's better than the internet? One of my best guy friends is probably Green. He plays soccer and everything, he's super cute, and really nice and semi-funny. I don't really know if he likes me at all, but whatever. Usually if a guy is nice to you, he has to like you in SOME way, whether it be friends or not. I play cello, and since the year is almost over and we already played in our summer concert, we don't have to play for the rest of the schoolyear. (What a relief, I reaaaaaally hate orchestra a lot.) Now in orchestra, me, Green, and a bunch of other people play a game called tit-tag, which is really self-explanitory. It's kinda hard to do in front of a teacher, but we make it work. So my other ACQUAINTANCE named Gray is really queer and fairy-like. We were playing in Language Arts class and the teacher caught him playing tittag with me and Green and a couple of Green's friends. So LOL, he lied and told the teacher that he touched my shoulder when he obv touched my you-know-what. I even went into the classroom the next morning when no one was there to drop off my textbooks and stuff into his classroom and he talked to me about it...that was awkward too. And then my other friend named Magenta is a good friend of mine, but I really don't get her sometimes. She's like an anti-girl, but really girly at the same time. I know, sort of an oxi-moron. She hates the color pink, is OBSESSED with horses, and I mean it when I say obsessed. Down to her navy blue Converse. EVERYTHING says her horses names. She lives down the street from me. So Magenta, Purple and I go to fields everyday and just sit there pretty much. Actually yesterday we sat there and watched these reaaaaaaaal sluts in our grade be stupid. Literally there's this girl who is probably a sz1 trying to fit in 00's. It's reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally gross. FIRST ENTRY OF MY QUARD LIFE, TBC? P.S. don't those IKEA swedish sodas fit these quard scenes perfectly? LOL:)

SUMMER 2010:))

Okay so this summer I'm definitely going to the beach a TON, and I'm going to RI to see my great-grandmother and family who I haven't seen in literally, years. I miss themm!! And then we're probably gonna take a road trip to Civil War battle sights and stuff like that. This summer is gonna be so BOSS!!!! And YAY I'm a FRESHIEE next year! Aside from the fact that high school is gonna be so scary, hard, and fun all at the same time is so thrilling. Well anyways, 2nd post on new blog, I doubt this thing will work out the way I hope, but whatever. It's kinda fun writing to nobody anyway, right?

People Watching!

Hey I'm 14 years old and I'm just gonna not tell anyone any deets, or else I might get raped or something... but I live in FL and love going to the beach a lot. I go like every day. There are some reaaaaaaal weirdos on the beach, I'll post pics later, but it's surprisingly fun to watch them. Me and my uncle just sat in his hammock on the beach for 3 hours in front of his house and people watched. It's hilarious when there are like ginormously giant people wearing speedos and stuff......LOL:) I really like this font. Randommmm!!!:) btw props to my mom for taking this beautiful pic:)